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Monday, July 23, 2007

Lost and Found

The Story of the Lost Coin

"Or imagine a woman who has ten coins and loses one. Won't she light a lamp and scour the house, looking in every nook and cranny until she finds it? And when she finds it you can be sure she'll call her friends and neighbors: 'Celebrate with me! I found my lost coin!' Count on it—that's the kind of party God's angels throw every time one lost soul turns to God." ~ Luke 15:8-10


We lost our cell phone on Saturday night while riding the local Taipei Bus. Bus Route #278. We unfortunately didn't notice that we had lost it until the next afternoon and by that time worries of somebody using the phone to make outrageous calls were haunting our thoughts. How much would the phone bill come out to? Who picked it up? And we have to buy a new phone too?!

Needless to say we hunted everywhere in the house in hopes of finding the phone hidden in some corner of our apartment. Eventually we resigned to the fact that we had really lost the phone and called the phone company to suspend the phone number.

Miraculously, within the hour, our friend B's aunt called us and said that some employee at the Bus station had found her number on our phone and called her telling her that they had our phone at the main bus station for Route #278. After repeating the instructions to retrieve the phone 4-5 times (the instructions were to take bus #278 to the main station, and retrieve the phone at the service counter) we finally hung up.

Ray and I were thoroughly shocked. One by the miraculous way in which God had provided for us. Two, by the surprisingly honest character of the Taiwanese people. Other places, I'm not sure if even the bus driver would have been that honest, let alone having bothered to hunt down the owner of the phone. They had called many times to make sure we went to pick up the phone. Not only that, when I picked up the phone they did a security check to make sure I was the owner of the phone.

Pretty cool!


Friday, July 20, 2007

Daunting Steps

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."~Isaiah 41:10

I'm planning and prepping for the new school year. Once again I feel like I'm a new teacher. I've felt like a new teacher so many times. When I started teaching. When I moved to Grade 2. When I moved to Grade 4....and now as I teach Grade 4, although that is consistent, it's a new curriculum to learn and it's a brand new school environment.

I've been teaching at Joyce PS for my entire teaching career so far. The staff, the routines, the students were all familiar to me. Starting August I have to relearn all of that. I'll be trying to figure my way around the school again. I'll be meeting a whole school of new staff. Learning new routines (recess, lunch, photocopying, supplies, parents) and have a whole school of students to get to know. I know, I know, start with my class, but some of the teachers are going to know some history about the students, their siblings, their strengths...sigh. And then...there's the whole issue of being in a Christian school now where I've always taught and studied in the public school system. Prayer meetings, Bible classes, Chapel...that'll be all new too!

So needless to say, all of this preparation is quite daunting. I've been picking away at my to do list in my head slowly and I've gotten through reading through the curriculum with a fine tooth comb. My next tasks will be scheduling, long-term plan and short-term plan. Next Wednesday I'll start tackling my classroom and setting it up. I'm excited..but I'm nervous.

So today's Bible Gateway Verse of the Day on my Google Desktop was definitely very comforting. It actually reminded me of that Footprints poem. I love that poem, it has such a rich imagery.



It's funny, while trying to find the poem to post on the blog I found out all of this sticky copyright legal battle behind the poem. Kind of sad that such a meaningful poem has such a non-peaceful story behind it.

It reminds me so much more that as a human being I can only do so much, and with God by me, I do not need to be fearful, but I can be strengthened by the fact that God is lifting me up with his right hand.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Learning to rest



So my "sabbatical" is soon coming to an end. I hadn't planned this to be a "sabbatical" but I have to say that it has been a most wonderful time. I've had time to rest, sleep, read, learn, develop relationships, travel, adapt to Taiwan, cook, clean... I think everybody should take sabbaticals!

So being a Type-A personality, INFJ for Myers-Briggs, Gold on the Four Colours test and probably an Administrator as one of my spiritual gifts here is a breakdown of my Sabbatical in point form.

January 2007
  • Exploration and getting to know Taipei
  • Hung out with Ray's mom and sister + our friend D
  • Apartment hunting
  • Sorting through Visa situation
  • Job hunting
  • Applied for Mandarin classes at Shida
  • Shopping for household items
February 2007
  • Setting up our apartment
  • Adjusting to life in Taiwan (learning garbage system, fighting mosquitoes)
  • Getting to know landlady SF and exploring the neighbourhood with her
  • Shopping for household items (our cutlery set took the longest!)
  • Found church and fellowship to attend
  • Visited new school campus and taught a lesson on "measurement" on the SmartBoard
  • Cooking for Ray and being a good housewife
  • Reading lots
  • Trip to Hongkong, Chengdu, Guangzhou and Shenzhen
  • Visit from R in Canada
March 2007
  • Started Mandarin class
  • Touring Taipei with classmates and building relationships with them
  • Reading lots, I discovered the Taipei public library
  • Getting more involved in Evergreen fellowship
  • A typical school day
    • 9:30 a.m. wake-up
    • 9:45 a.m. check e-mail/read
    • 11:30 a.m. start heading to class by bus, stop at breakfast stand along the way for sandwich and milk tea
    • 12:10 p.m. Class starts
    • 2:00 p.m. lunch with classmates around Shida Nightmarket
    • 3:30 p.m. walk home leisurely stopping along the way to buy groceries
    • 5:00 p.m. read/watch TV
    • 6:00 p.m. start cooking dinner OR get ready to go to prayer meeting or Alpha classes
    • 7:00 p.m. Ray home for dinner
    • 8:00 p.m. watch TV with Ray
    • 9:00 p.m. garbage truck arrives
    • 9:15 p.m. snack time
    • 10:00 p.m. shower, read, get ready for bed
  • Trip to Kuala Lumpur where we met our friend J
April 2007
  • Learning Mandarin rigorously at Shida, started writing essays
  • Reading lots of books from the library
  • Several outings with classmates
  • Trip to Beijing
  • Visit from Ray's co-worker A, friend W from Calgary and N from TO
May 2007
  • Started Intermediate Mandarin book at Shida, took Chinese proficiency test
  • Preparing to say goodbye to classmates
  • Still reading lots of books from the library (Shopoholics, Alchemist, Hemingway, Sisterhood of travelling pants)
  • Visited the Doulos ship and bought a devotional journal book
  • Evergreen Fellowship weekend retreat
  • Trip to Singapore
  • Visit from K&M
June 2007
  • Getting ready for trip home
  • Still reading lots!
  • School visit to see classroom and get a taste of 2007-2008 school year
  • Packing stuff for Taiwan
  • Trip home (focus: catching up with family, church community, Joyce PS teachers and students)
  • Attended TCK-PFO conference in Houghton, New York and met many interesting people, learned a lot about myself, felt more prepared for being in Taiwan
July 2007
  • Finished TCK-PFO training
  • Reading is going strong! (Legend of Jimmy Spoon, Little house in the Big woods)
  • Weekend trip with godsons' family to New Jersey & Appalachian Trail
  • Dinner at Susur's for Ray's mom's retirement. Yummy!
  • Returning home to Taipei
  • Hanging out with J&B visiting from TO with a trip to Hualien and Jiufen
  • Prepping for new school year
Feeling like a Sabbatical too now? :)

Monday, June 25, 2007

Belonging or Not Belonging

1 Peter 1:1-2

Peter, an apostle of Jesus Christ, To God's elect, strangers in the world, scattered throughout Pontus, Galatia, Cappadocia, Asia and Bithynia, who have been chosen according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, through the sanctifying work of the Spirit, for obedience to Jesus Christ and sprinkling by his blood: Grace and peace be yours in abundance.



I'm in my 5th day of being at my Pre-Field Orientation in Houghton, New York (How do YOU pronounce Houghton?). It has been one of the most amazing training sessions that I've ever attended. The speakers are passionate and knowledgeable, everything has been really well organized and planned out, the whole conference is based on sound research, the information is extremely relevant to our new experiences in Taiwan, and we even get 3 sessions of one-on-one meetings with an Advisor! It has also been an amazing experience getting to meet my new colleagues and fellow missionaries.

I think I've come to terms that we ARE missionaries. Though we don't always feel like it, we are really contributing to the mission work in Taiwan. I guess technically we were missionaries in Toronto too, but somehow it's harder to think of ourselves as so when in Toronto.

I've digested a lot about myself these past few days. I'm always identity searching, perhaps because I'm so confused about who I am so it was only fitting that as I attended an important conference at one of the junctures of change that I should be identity searching again. I have definitely learned a lot about myself and Ray through doing various personality tests, through hearing stories and through the words of my advisor B. I feel like many of the things that we have been going through this past year makes a lot more sense now.

Today the topic was singleness. How relevant a topic when in the mission field. Whether it be for our single friends who really need to come to terms with this struggle, or for the couples (married/unmarried), we all need to realize that we are one body, and that we are all serving in God's kingdom.

Most comforting has been our bible studies on 1Peter. I never realized that the audience of that letter was to people like Ray and I. People who are aliens to a new culture! I mean we do have cards in Taiwan stating that we are "Aliens" (our ARC - Alien Resident Card)! What a blessing to know that God has words specifically for us.

I look forward to the rest of the conference and hopefully I'll get to share a little more but here is a picture of all the new hires going to Morrison academy this year in various parts of Taiwan. Many of us are becoming fast friends. :)



Sandra

P.S. So the Americans here pronounce "Houghton" as "HOE-TON". How would you know?!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Beijing April 2007

Sandra is back in Toronto visiting friends and family before heading off to her Pre-Field Orientation for her new position at Morrison Academy starting in August. I'm here in Taiwan enjoying the opportunity to catch-up on work, rest and overall reflection time. At first, I was disappointed that I couldn't join Sandra in visiting Toronto, but I think I needed this time to be here in Taiwan and think a little. It's been a very busy two months. What happened? Lots and lots... A few posts ago, I mentioned that our trip to Beijing in the middle of April was a significant milestone. To me, it was symbolic because so much of our "exposure" and "experiences" in mainland China started in Beijing... it seemed fitting that this first extended work trip to Beijing was where there would also be new beginnings. Beijing was a turning point for new perspectives on work and work relationships.

Beijing with China STM Team

Beijing is truly an amazing place. It is truly one of my most favourite places in the world. The history, the change, the significance of this capital and the personal connection will always resonate with me. July 2005, with our short-term missions team, was the first time in my adult life that I've set foot in mainland China. Our STM team in 2005 and 2006 spent orientation time walking through the Hutongs and key sites of Beijing as a team, from a Christian perspective, was the foundation upon which we've build this journey to Asia and subsequent trips to China and elsewhere.

Here's a picture of our 2005 team experiencing the Beijing subway together for the first time and another one of us getting ready to climb the Great Wall:






Beijing Changing Quickly



Beijing has changed each of the two summers that we've visited. Once again, only months since our last trip to Beijing, Sandra and I were in awe of the the changes we've observed.


Beijing was extremely dusty when we were there in April. In conversations with the taxi drivers (at least the ones without the heavy Beijing "Rrrrrrrr" accent or the ones who didn't yell at us for cuing up for a short taxi ride!), they said that Beijing is especially dusty this time because of the intense construction. The construction, due primarily to preparation for the 2008 Olympics and the overall economic boom, but be completed by the end of 2007. If construction is not complete, too bad, you have to wait until after the construction ban has been lifted after the Olympics. The government literally wants the "dust to settle" and the "skies blue" before the world embarks on Beijing. So... everywhere you go, everywhere you look, literally 24 hours a day, there is heavy construction! Quite amazing!

Here's an example. Those of you who have been to Beijing and especially those of you on the STM teams in 2005 or 2006 will know the area south of Tianamen Square called Qian Men, literally the front gate and the front road leading up to the the center of the city. This main and historical street of Beijing, with all of its thoroughfare and shops has been closed down and will be -widened- and turned into a pedestrian street! Can this be done? Will it's happening. Here's some pictures of Qian Men that you would never expect and probably already looks different now as I type this in June! Qian Men will not look this empty probably ever again!







Here's another random picture of the changing and diverse face of Beijing!







One Saturday, we hired a van to make a quick day trip out to the Ming Tombs, on the way out, we were able to drive by the main Olympic site. I don't really have great pictures, but you could see thousands of migrant workers working on this huge site. The most interesting (and somewhat troubling) was seeing the planting of full-sized trees and other greenery around the more developed parts of the Olympic park. All of this is quite fascinating and "Chinese". Let's clean-up the house, agree to get along and make a good presentation for the guests because we want to show them how "together" we are as a family.









A Different View of Beijing

B and J, the leaders of our China STM team really wanted the team to observe some of the diversity of Beijing (and China). They showed us how relatively "wealthy" we were as "foreigners" even living in 2 to 3 star hotels in the hutongs. We experienced living on a few RMB (literally just a few Canadian dollars for a team lunch) yet also visited the luxury malls like Oriental Plaza and Wangfujing. It still boggles my mind to see living on the same street people who collect discarded plastic water bottles for a living and then also see a brand new Ferrari turning into a luxury apartment!


This two week long trip was primarily about work and spending time with people at work. Even when Sandra came, we made a conscious decision to explore the city and spend time together with my coworkers - from China, Taiwan and all over the Far East.


I got a deeper appreciation into the divide between the poor and the "richer" (definitely not the rich!). Even though we visited Oriental Plaza on our 2005 STM trip, I never would have thought that one day, less than two years later, would be involved in launching a course and reporting to work at Oriental Plaza! EY's offices are right on top of the mall, in building E3 of Oriental Plaza, one of the first, but definitely now not the only, luxury shopping and office complexes in Beijing. The trip was very different than what we experienced on our STM and "experiential" budget of the Hutong. One night, we ordered steamed fish (I believe garoupa) for a table of eight guests from the US, the fish alone, at this Cantonese restaurant in Oriental Plaza cost 1,200 RMB ($170 Canadian). Contrast this to a large hand cut noodle for $4 RMB (about 50 cents Canadian)! What a completely different side of Beijing we experienced with 10+ course Beijing duck meals, drinks at the Grand Hyatt and the most expensive sushi I've ever had at the Beijing Hotel (I won't even try to tell you how much this meal cost). While I'm thankful for this experience, I also felt that there was a lack of awareness of how "wealthy" we relatively were living compared to the "average" local Beijing person. At the same time, in our trips to Houhai 后海,, Sanlitin 三里屯 and some of the latest clubs and restaurants, I felt that there were also many local young and emerging professionals striving to live this lifestyle and "status" of being at these places. Beijing is an extremely diverse place and it was a blessing to see some of its extremities.


Here's a few random pictures of a different side of Beijing:







Yes, the name of that bar in Houhai is actually called "Sex in Da City" which we went to. This particular night we had a group of 40+ coworkers, male and female, in this bar... very interesting (e.g. there were pole dancers). I would have never thought that we were in the middle of Beijing. The other place of interest was the Lan Club / Restaurant. You'll see above some pictures of the bathroom and other parts of the restaurant. You'd think you were in Manhattan or Paris with its decor and clientele... but this could be some of the "new Beijing"! Check out the website - www. lanbeijing.com a fairly new restaurant designed by Philippe Starck. The manager told us how much they spent in renovations... I forgot the number, but I remember thinking that they were not going to make that money back by selling 4RMB noodles. This is a must do on the Beijing itinerary if you want to experience the diversity of Beijing before heading back to the Home Inns in the hutong!


I'm not saying that some of these luxuries and experiences were all positive. I'm just thankful for getting deeper into the spectrum of diversity. Some of the not so pleasant observations of Beijing was the noticable presence of females offering various services to male clientele. The very first night in Beijing, I arrived late and ventured for a short walk to Wangfujing area. Within the two block walk to Wangfujing, I was approached five times. This was certainly a side of Beijing I knew existed, but never really experienced! A very sad realization that one of the oldest forms of entrepreneuralism and exploitation exists in a very real way today. Even our coworker who was staying at the near the Grand Hyatt in Oriental Plaza was approached a number of times over the course of our two weeks!


In contrast to all of this was the discover of a small cafe, just off the of main bar strip in Beijing. This restaurant / cafe is owned by Christians and literally set-up as a "coffee house". We went on a Tuesday night, but on weekends, there is live Chrisitan music and the website clearly states that the purpose of this cafe is to offer people a safe place to discover and hear about the Gospel! Can you imagine? Clear signs of Christianity, all the staff are Christian and happy to talk about their faith and a website that boasts this as their vision! All of this within 10kms away from Tianamen Square? GY and I went with a coworker on a quiet weekday and it served as a wonderful quiet place for us to talk and share. However, I would love to go and see this place in action on a weekend! Email me if you're interested in the article or website that lead us to this place.



Also of interest was the opportunity to have dinner with various coworkers including some who have been transferred to Beijing on short-term assignments in Beijing. One particularly memorable conversation was highlighting that we (Sandra and I) had experienced more "local" experiences than most who are now living in Beijing. Interesting thought.. but perhaps true for many who decide to stick to their own comfort boundaries or their own social-economical circle.


All of this continues to raise the question in our minds - what will be the future of China? What will the young and aspiring students, like our young friend at Tsinghua University become in the future? Who is here to influence, mold, shape, challenge and love the people of China for such a time as this???


Maybe this is a bit idealistic or dreamy, but we are here today.. and all of us.. have some contribution and impact to culture and decisions of today. How will future generations view this period of history... whether this is in Beijing, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Canada or wherever you are??


We did a small last minute trip with some friends / coworkers to the Ming Tombs 明朝十三陵. The same Ming Dynasty emperor (Yongle) who moved the capital from Nanjing to Beijing is also credited with the early design and layout of much of the ancient Beijing we see today also picked this massive burial site and mausoleum north of Beijing. Quite amazing... I don't know enough about history to comment on the impact, but the resources and efforts placed into building these tombs is just unbelievable for the time. So many questions!







New Beginnings at Work


Just as our first trip to Beijing was a significant milestone in our journey to come here to Asia, these two weeks in Beijing were also significant for me from a work perspective - both my Far East role as well as my Taiwan role.


Both of these jobs have taken off since that week in Beijing. Not necessarily due to Beijing, but I think for myself, it was Beijing where I started to see the contribution that I could make. In some ways, for the Far East job, it was as simple as seeing that I needed to build a role for myself as opposed to wait for my team or my boss to "allow me" to make a contribution. Beijing was also significant because we were finally launching our audit tool in the Far East. Since then, there has been incredible satisfaction in giving people a tool that you know is significantly better than what they have. In Beijing and then followed by Singapore, Philippines and Taiwan, I saw how if we put together a well thought out program to equip people (we call them train the trainers) and give them a good tool, they can take it and run with it! We launched the tool in Taiwan and spent four days teaching some of our best people the tool and how to teach the program. Some people were very engaged and asked a lot of questions, but the majority, while attentive and completing the learning activities, were just listening along. However, give them a weekend and assign them the role of teaching the same course to other people and WOW, see the difference!


For Taiwan, it was while I was in Beijing that we announced our significant management changes. Coming into this job, I knew that there were challenges in Taiwan. Management simply could not agree on which direction they wanted to go... and some believed that they could go a direction that was contradictory, etc. In the end, the management changes happened quickly and to keep a complex story simpler - some people have been asked to leave. In the end, we have a leaner management structure, integration with China and a clear vision of where to go! In my naive mind, this change happened about a year before I expected it. My job in many ways was to infiltrate, lay the initial groundwork, etc. Now, literally overnight, I've gone from a somewhat isolated and unappreciated role to being in high demand! I won't go into all of the technical details or share any further information. What I will say is that it feels like we have a new firm in Taiwan with an appetite and drive for change. The current management is 100% empowered and supportive of change. What is also interesting is that they now realize that they lack the project management, implementation and change leadership skills to make this happen.


So... the last few weeks have gone from pulling together theoretical proposals and business cases for an audience that were not interested in investing or change to full scale implementation mode. I've met more people in our Taiwan office and am now on or leading more working groups than in the six months prior combined!


It's been an overwhelming few weeks and it looks like it will continue until we can build the appropriate processes to support that change that we're striving for. However, I have to admit that despite the volume of work, I am loving the nature and pace of the work. It is quite "fun" working with people who are now empowered to make changes... and more importantly, working with them to bring out ideas and skills that they have never used before. There's a lot of work ahead, but this is the fun stuff - helping people discover how they are wired and what they are capable of! God has made each one of us uniquely and there has never been so much creativity and energy in this place!


I think part of the reason I'm loving this so much is because I've been confirming my desire to be involved in and enable change. I also feel postive because there are new relationships in the workplace that I never imagined could be possible in a short period of time. Part of the change that has happened is the adopt of an English policy initiative - meaning that we need to significantly raise the English lanugage proficiency in the workplace. I've gone from the English speaking guy to be afraid of to the English speaking guy to get to know! :)


My biggest concern and prayer item in the midst of all of this change is to make sure that we build things properly! I've shared this before, but now that the pace has picked up tenfold, it is even more important than ever to make sure that we don't get caught up in the enthusasm and opportunity to "build" and just "build" without thinking about the downstream consequences. As I reflect upon Beijing and some of the changes, I cannot help but wonder if what some of the rapid changes in Beijing are sustainable and healthy ... and even more importantly, how will these impact future generations? So... I'm finding myself pausing and asking our leadership to pause more often to ask "why?" and "so what?" Are we building something like the Olympic site to say that we "can do it" or are we thinking about the long-term positive impact that our changes can have?


From a personal perspective, please pray for the relational opportunities and challenges ahead. As the opportunities and influence at work broadens to more people, there will be more opportunities to develop relationships (and hopefully friendships) and of course more opportunities to share my story of who I am. However, despite the new vision and direction of the management team, change is not always easy. Pray for wisdom of myself and the management team that we manage and navigate through the change wisely. There will be many who are scared, uncertain or even angry at some of the change from what they have been used to for years. Realistically there will be challenges, some hostile, some political and some just unavoidable. How can I represent Christ appropriately in the workplace yet contribute to building a working culture and working relationship that will outlast any of us and our tenure at any company??


New Beginnings in Relationships


In the midst of all of these new challenges and opportunities in the workplace, God continues to encourage and bless me. It is clear that each step of our journey is filled with - "I will not let you forget that I have called you here and that I am here every step of the way"!


The Beijing trip was a combination of coworkers from all over the Area, from the HK Learning team and our Taiwan team. This trip was a chance for both Sandra and I to get to know each of these groups of people better. It's true what they say about needing three or four visits before you really start to bond with people. These trips around the Area have been great. We also strategically picked Beijing because it was a fun and new place for many people. Lots of opportunities to visit sites, restaurants and bars together. Looking back, I don't know how we did it, but a typical day was getting up at 630am to head to the office to prep before our class start at 830am, class until 630pm, dinner until 9pm and then usually off to Houhai or another bar for drinks until 12am, 1am, etc.! Lots of opportunity to bond.


Some notes of blessing and thanksgiving to God...
  1. GY joined us in Beijing for the weekend. Being a wonderful and faithful sister in Christ, she has been one who I've been able to share in confidence about situations about the firm or people and trust that she would pray! It was great to have her merged into some of our relationships and outings - how amazing and symbolic that she could share in this!
  2. Sunday evening dinner with old friend SS and his lovely wife C. GY, Sandra and I paid a visit to this old CCF brother and his wife who are now living and ministering in BJ - what a symbolic but meaningful break from people at "work" to reflect on how God has brought us together to pray for this wonderful country and our new callings!
  3. Other Christians in the workplace - Beijing was a time of discovery of other Christians in the workplace. What a wonderful feeling to know that there are others who share the same desire!
  4. A very practical thankfulness for being able to build the Taiwan team - in numbers and energy. New people, new energy, new ideas and new resources to build.

Finally, I wanted to share (not too much to protect the confidentiality) a new coworker that God has placed in Sandra and my life. This person is not really sure where they stand in their religious belief, but often finds himself/herself with the desire to pray and to learn about God. This person is also not very interested (due somewhat to negative past experiences) in the rules and routines about religion, but still find themselves very much thinking about God. It's been a blessing to have this new friend, to think through what I consider the real foundation of religion and more specifically Christianity - a relationship with God. It has also been great to have someone to bounce ideas and challenges about the workplace off of. Most importantly, it is an affirmation to me, that God is working in people's lives and drawing them close to Him even if they do not know it or perhaps even deny it. What a refreshing new friendship!

At times, we still have people ask why we're here or whether we are "missionaries". I still don't have a good 30 second answer to that question. All I know is that both Taiwan/China and Far East Area are rapidly changing places. God has placed me in a role where we can have an indirect and often direct impact on building the culture and environment of this workplace. The people in the workplace may or in most cases may not be at this company forever, but for sure, they will be some of the the influencial and cultural shaping people in their respective cities and countries. I've given up trying to change the world (although at times still tempted), but praying that no matter how big or small, may we impact positively the people that God places in our lives. The rest... will not be understood or seen for years to come.

So.. that's my simple way of tying my faith into the work that I'm doing everyday. I do believe that the work we're doing here is more than for the firm or for the school, but for Christ. From that perspective, I'm yet once again reminded today of 1 Corinthians 15:58 that has been so influencial in my life:

"Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain."

Here's the core team at our training session in Taiwan:

Campus Ministry Reflections...

Campus Ministry Reflections

This is a post I started writing on Victoria Day weekend (holiday in Canada) – reflections on Campus Ministry.

Sandra and I are attending the Spring retreat for our Taiwan church fellowship retreat. The theme for the retreat is Sowing, Reaping and Keeping. This weekend is a good chance for me especially to take a break from the last few very intense (but incredibly satisfying) weeks of work and build some relationships with our church community.

However, this is also the Victoria Day long weekend and I can’t help but spend time reflecting upon Campus Challenge and how this conference has so significantly impacted our lives over the years.

This weekend is a long weekend in Canada, Victoria Day weekend. Victoria Day weekend has been a very special weekend for Sandra and I for many, many years. From 1994 through to 2006, for 13 consecutive years, I’ve spent Victoria Day weekend on Trent University Campus in Peterborough, Ontario attending a student conference called Campus Challenge. It seems a bit nostalgic to actually write and reflect upon how long a period Campus Challenge has been a part of my life. Besides the obvious fact that we’re far from being students and that we’ve even further from being “young”… it is overwhelming to reflect on what an important part of our life Campus Challenge (“CC”) has been over the past number of years. Without a doubt, Campus Challenge has one way or another, whether we were students, working or whatever, was one of the most significant points in our year. It is a bit empty and sad not even having an opportunity to be involved in Campus Challenge, but being in Taiwan, its also a strong message from God to transition and focus on “being” here in Taiwan.

What is Campus Challenge?

My simplest and most personal definition of CC is that it is a Christian student conference bringing together students from Chinese Christian Fellowships (“CCF”) and Asian Christian Fellowships (“ACF”) from primarily Ontario and Quebec, but at times, from all over Canada. The focus of course changes from year to year, but I have always seen the purpose of CC to be a combination of mission, leadership development and discipleship. I have witness God work in each of these areas in every single year that I have attended CC. The most beautiful picture of CC to me is to see volunteer student leaders and alumni come together, each campus or group taking on a part of the program and pulling together a conference to touch the hearts of many. This annual conference has transformed lives, ignited new leaders and united hearts together.

Campus Challenge – The First Year

My first experience at CC was towards the end of my first year of University. The details will have to wait until another posting, but basically, the first year at the University of Waterloo was a significant spiritual milestone and journey for me. It was in this first year where I began to see Christians for who they were – people striving and struggling to understand and build a relationship with God. I cannot pick a point in my first year at University that I “accepted” or “became” a Christian, but I do remember attending my first CC in August of 1994 and how it was an emotionally charged experience. I don’t remember every detail of that five day conference but I do remember meeting countless older and more mature Christians and being in awe of their genuine thirst to know God more. It was unreal and quite emotional. I remember on the last day of the conference, sitting with N, an old friend from ETCBC, sharing with him what I’ve experienced at this conference and during my first year away at Waterloo. I remember sharing with him that I now know that I am a Christian and can never turn back. I also remember making a commitment to N and my new friend CW that I would give whatever time that I had left, using whatever skills and resources that I had (not many) to the work of campus ministry. I firmly believed everything that I heard that weekend – that campus ministry was a unique and important opportunity to reach students for Christ.

Consequences of Commitment

I remember returning back to Waterloo campus as a second year student. Not previously heavily involved in the activities of CCF, I started wondering if the commitment I made was an emotional one or one that I could really follow through with. Over the remaining 4 or so years of being on campus, CCF became an increasingly important part of my life. I still never really had the confidence that I could give back or contribute, but I often remembered the commitment that I made. It was a commitment made out of an overwhelming response that God had found me, a lone student searching for Him a home… The confidence in being able to make a difference never fully came, but came one bit, one person, one encounter, at a time. It started that first orientation week, a few weeks after the CC commitment, sitting awkwardly as an inexperienced second year student at a inter-fellowship prayer meeting. I remember talking and sharing with our small group when a young freshman shared that he was so thankful to find a group of Christians after having experienced and believing that the campus was a dark and Godless place. To this freshman, we were similar to “angels” and a support, to me, this experience was God saying that you remain faithful in what I have called you to and I will use you. So… that incident formed a large part of my philosophy to ministry – give whatever you have, humbly rely on God and He will do the rest. Sometimes we meet up with old “CCFers”, look back and laugh at how amateur we were… but without question, God used CCF (and I suppose us) to change lives. How amazing a testimony that God can use people like us to draw others to Him?

Transitioning Roles and Lessons

This theme of “learning on the fly” (in a positive way) seems to be recurring over the last 13 years. As time passed, and we grew, we realized that our roles would also have to change to build a sustainable ministry. To the many faithful servants at AFC and CC, our roles changed from receiving to giving, to teaching, to supporting… Not all of it in this order, and not all of it necessarily effective, but I think that in the end, it was the heart and desire to give back to others and rely on God that made this a positive and meaningful experience.

In each of my 13 years that I’ve been at CC, I’ve learned something about myself. Perhaps this realization was more important than worrying about whether I was making a positive contribution or not. Whether as a student, as an organizer or leader, a workshop speaker, or as an “old” supporter, I have always believed on the drive home from Peterborough that I have received more than I have given. I also see very clearly today that who I am today, how I approach projects and issues – at work or at church, has been shaped by my experience at CC.

In my later years at Waterloo, in an effort to encourage fellow students to attend CC or sponsor those who had financial need, some of us offered a “money back guarantee”. The offer was simple – if you want to go to CC and feel God prompting you to go – don’t let money get in the way. You go… and if it wasn’t worth your time or money, I’ll give you your money back. I think I must have offered dozens of people this offer and nobody ever asked for their money back. Those who were financially supported came back raising money to support others in future years.

For those of you reading this who are familiar with CC or CCF, I really encourage you to continue to support this conference. I remember being in meetings when we were discussing whether to continue CC (or have it in alternating years) because attendance was at a low of 40 and also meetings where we were approaching 200+ and wondering if we could handle all of the logistics of such a “larger” conference. Whether as a student or as an alumni, there is a role for you. What I’ve learned is not to ask what you can contribute, but to make yourself available and God will surprise you. The lives of students are worth investing in. To this day, I cannot think of a better mission field than the campus. No, I won’t further this entry with all of the hundreds of points that we used to try to cover in the Campus Ministry 101 workshop, but those of you who have read this far will know what I’m talking about.

Thinking back to that commitment I made with N in 1994… I really had doubts in the months and years following that commitment whether CC’94 was a truly a transforming experience or whether the commitment was simply an emotional response. Funny, even after 13 years of being involved in campus ministry, I still don’t feel like I’ve had enough! Yes, it has been affirmed that God has called us to be in Asia, and I also know that God has called me specifically to workplace and church ministry for the time being, but there will always be a part of my that will support and respond to campus ministry. Being in Taiwan forces a small break from CC which is healthy. God in his own way prepared us for this just over a year ago at CC’06. We didn’t know, just like many years, that this could be our last CC for a while, but it was the Sunday night campus sharing. Sandra and I had planned to head back to Toronto that evening when one of the Waterloo leaders asked if we could join in on the Waterloo sharing and support them. We entered into the room of 40+ leaders and quietly sat at the back listening to these young leaders share about their dreams and ideas for the year. In the past, we remember sharing sessions like this where God prompted us to jump in to share a word of encouragement, to provide some sponsorship to a young leader, or to provide some context to some history, etc. This year was different, we were quietly in awe of the maturity, the passion, the strength and humility of these young leaders. In the end, Sandra and I said nothing and slipped away into the night around midnight for the drive home to Toronto. I think I knew it then, that that was God’s way of saying that it’s okay for us to move on, even if its only for a little while. God does work in amazing ways doesn’t he?

Sowing, Reaping and Keeping

So, as we are here in Taiwan, as we emerge into a new community of believers, we are challenged with the theme of Sowing, Reaping and Keeping. How fitting that it is this weekend, Victoria Day Weekend, that we attend our first retreat in Taiwan! We don’t really fully know what God has in store for us, but we know that there will be lots to learn, lots to contribute and many to support and pray for. Campus Challenge wasn’t “taken away” from us, or we didn’t “leave” it. It was never “ours” to begin with, but God’s conference, a place that was used to sow, reap and keep many for generations to come. I thought that I would miss not being a CC much more than this, but I think the confidence that God has placed students and alumni to support this ministry has encouraged me to look towards what we have here.

For those of you in Canada, I encourage you to continue to support CCF and CC in anyway possible. Over the years, I’ve realized that we are all called to transition from season to season in our life. It’s not realistic or perhaps even healthy to stay involved in the same way forever – especially in a transitional ministry like CCF, but there is still always room to pray, to give encouragement and perhaps even financial support. I love how our network has grown so broad and deep that there are friends that we can turn to in our time of need. Together, wherever we are, may we continue to Sow, Reap and Keep what we have found in our hearts.

ray

Monday, June 04, 2007

Pursuit of Excellence

Excellence \Ex"cel*lence\,
n. [F. excellence, L. excellentia.]

1. The quality of being excellent; state of
possessing good
qualities in an eminent degree;
exalted merit; superiority
in virtue.

Consider first that great OR bright infers not
excellence. --Milton.

On Friday I visited my new school Morrison Academy - Bethany Campus. It was just a casual BBQ that I was invited to so I could meet the staff. I was a little nervous as I don't usually like meeting a large group of strangers. I get all nervous and usually resort to hanging out with 1-2 people I feel comfortable with. Although I did end up doing exactly that, I was glad I went.

I especially enjoyed the "Thank you's" that the staff were saying to many of the teachers who were leaving the school. They shared about their positive attitudes, their love for the students, their kindness and friendliness, their professionalism and their love for God. I felt like I was in the midst of "Giants": Good teachers who really loved God and who were extremely humble people. They even prayed that the new staff would not just "fill in" the places that the old staff had left behind but that they would start new stories and build on the work that God had already started.

Since I first learned about the school I have been extremely impressed and encouraged by the level of excellence that the school strives for. My first glimpse of the school was through the recruitment video I watched on-line. The calibre and thoroughness of the video blew me away. I was actually quite intimidates and called the school "very sleek" as I recall. Watch video here.

Now that I've been hired as a staff I continue to be amazed at the level of excellence that the school strives for.

Exhibit 1: Here is a brief history of the school which really demonstrates where the school has come from.

Exhibit 2: The school invests in the latest of technologies (every classroom will be equipped with a Smartboard beginning this fall); they use Moodle to update parents, staff and students of weekly homework, lessons and events at the school; our staff e-mail system is now using gmail;

Exhibit 3: The school invests in a great deal of training and support for the staff. I'm being flown to North America for a two week training in Houghton, New York, expenses paid. I was given a copy of the Lonely Planet: Taiwan as a welcoming gift. Their website is extremely detailed and gives ample of resources, links and information.

I'm excited about the new school year and look forward to putting my best in. I'm still nervous, but feel comforted by the examples that I can follow at my school.

“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.” —Colossians 3:17, 23-24

Friday, May 25, 2007

Beginnings and Endings






























I just read a book called "The Alchemist". It was an interesting book. One of those books you can imagine being studied by English classes around the world...where the images and words are broken apart into pieces to analyze...where the why's and what's are constantly asked.

I enjoyed the book, and I enjoyed the messages that the book presented. One message that I thought kept recurring in the book was that the attitude a person may have on life, can drastically change the way they approach life. The classic "Is the glass empty or full" analogy. For me you can also see it as a tunnel, and ask "Are you reaching the end of a journey, or starting a new one, or both?"

Well I'm coming to the end of one journey here in Taipei already. My 中文 classes are coming to a close and I'll be saying goodbye to a lot of my classmates. We might still be in contact but we might not. It's been a memorable period of time for me. We explored Taipei together, we ate lunch together almost everyday, we wrote tests together, and we laughed a lot together. It's a little sad.

But then many new journeys are also starting for me. They actually excite me a lot!

New Job - I will be starting my new job in August and in the meantime will need to prepare long range plans, learn the curriculum and meet new staff. I have a training in New Jersey coming up in June so that will prepare me too. Truthfully I'm a little scared. I've been teaching in the same school for 4 years and really loved it, moving to a new environment and learning a new curriculum and adapting to a new culture will be different. This is the first time teaching in a Christian school for me. I have no idea what that will be like. But it's the right time for me to try something new. I know I will learn a lot.

New Camera and Camera Bag
- We bought a new digital SLR camera. I'm pretty excited about this because the camera has so many great capabilities. It snaps pictures faster, the colours are more rich and you can add lenses to make the pictures even more interesting! I feel like I can allow the camera to capture everything exciting that I see to share with everybody....and there are so many exciting faces, places and experiences. I wish the camera could capture things in 5D so that I could share things more richly with all of you. Not only that, my camera has a great home! A new Crumpler bag! :) I'm so happy!

Here are some pictures from my new camera:

McDonald's is currently promoting these cute bears as part of their Happy Meals. Each letter of the alphabet is a different colour. You can hang them or stick them on the fridge (their magnetic)! My classmate hopes to collect all 26 before she leaves for home.


Everyday to take attendance I have to sign my name on this sheet of paper. Can you guess which name is mine?


Most days after class my classmates and I go out for lunch. Here are some of my classmates enjoying a great Tibetian meal for only 100 NT (~$3 Canadian)


Our friends K & M visited us for a few days so we decided to rent a car to drive around the North coast. (Maybe Ray will tell you about that adventure? =P)


And of course...my beautiful, wonderful, blue and orange Crumpler bag! Just seeing it makes me happy! :)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Back from Singapore...

Hello All,

It's been a while since I've had a chance to write an entry. It seems like its been even longer since I've committed to record some of the experienced and thoughts from our Beijing trip... almost a month ago. Well, weeks have passed by and we embarked on another trip.. this time to Singapore.

Singapore was the second installment of our program launch - this time with even more coworkers and people from the different countries across the Area. I think at last count we had nine countries represented in our classroom. Was there for the week, and Sandra was able to join me mid-week and we took the weekend off to experience Singapore.

The key thing for me in Singapore was continue to build confidence and affirmation in some of what I'm here to do from a work perspective (at least 1/2 of my work). It's a neat feeling seeing the project come to this point where we're actually training people on its use, and more importantly, training the people who will in turn go back to their own countries and implement it across their practice. I did a bit more teaching this time than in Beijing. It occurred to me mid-week that I quite enjoy certain aspects of teaching. Not necessarily public speaking or being in front of people, but more the times when the content is not so much technical, but about change. I think I'm wired in a way where its exciting to enable people and to see them inspired and confident in their ability to go and drive change, in whatever context.

One of many notable memories was a few conversations I had with one of my coworkers who is on secondment to Cleveland (our global development centre). He's worked in a few regions of the world and one of the things that resonated with me was that I can live here in Taiwan for years and not really develop local friendships. For this coworker, he spent a number of years in a European country, not really learning the local language. He found himself spending time with expat friends and slowly, one by one, they came and went... One of these small conversations that really hit me with the sense of urgency to learn Chinese and build roots here. I know, many of you regular readers will say... didn't he write something like this a few entries ago? Well... maybe God has a simple message for me! Having said this, I do feel more confident in my listening abilities. I genuinely enjoy Chinese classes, but with the busy recent travel schedule, its been difficult to focus, much less study!

Traveling around the Far East.. and spending time with coworkers (and hopefully soon friends) on these business trips has been very eye opening. Not all Canadians are like this, but I do find that for myself, life in Canada has sheltered me with some of the awareness of history, politics and cultures of many of the places we're having an opportunity to visit. It's been wonderful and challenging at the same time. I wish there was more time to learn and understand the countries and people that we're coming into contact with. I enjoy the fact that we have a common ground (working at the Firm) but appreciate more the differences that we share. Like many organizations ... its the usual suspects at some of these meetings and involved in these initiatives. The next few months and years will be a great chance to develop these relationships!

Will try to tackle some of those deeper Beijing reflections. For now, I'll conclude by saying that my favourite food so far in the Far East has been BBQ stingray (see visit to Malaysia entry) for picture.. and the stingray in KL has been much better than the two we tried in Singapore!

ray

A taste of Singapore


Random places in this beautiful city state



Wesley Methodist Church